New Year.....

Its been quite a while that i've touched this blog and pressed so many keys to express myself. I don't have much time for the past months. School, Work, Girlfriend, everything seems to take me away from something like this that allows me to express myself.

Well.....its 2011 and things have got to change. My life has simply gone through transitions, like several phases (which is quite normal for a person of my age) and i cannot change anything, or do anything about it. School is getting harder, not just the workload, but the people are a constant annoyance. And lately, as this is my first day from the holidays, there has been alot of anxiety when i'm in a room full of people (example , the cafeteria) hundreds of people stare at me as i walk from my table to the trash to empty my plate. I've felt this many many times before. But now, It seems to disturbe me. I've taken medication for years now to deal with such things. Now i'm starting to ask myself if i'm starting to lose my head and is overthinking of what people may NOT think???!! I dunno.


Thing are going well in a majority of things. Not much to say today, but will keep posting whenever i have to.

T